Hello
Wow, what a day. Teal had an online workshop, which I wasn't going to originally attend, but decided to today. It was totally amazing! She answered so many questions, way more than she does at her live Workshops. During those workshops she gets more into the person personally, and knows who they are, what they need, etc., and they communicate back and forth about the issue, until the person can "understand" what she is saying. She covered so many different topics it was amazing. Topics I always was curious about and never heard her speak of like negative entities on someone, and how some people form "attachments" to us, and they are like cords that could be attached anywhere on our body. If you meditate on this you will know if you "feel" any from anyone. She explained how to get rid of both of them, through intention, it's all about intention! She spoke about inner child work again, and how important it is to comfort that child, to be there with him or her and accept what's going on. After time those feelings will be integrated within you, and you will see a drastic change in your life because the entire "energy" has shifted. I can't wait for that to happen. It seems as if I have been crying all week about childhood pain, and over my ex as well. That's confusing to me, why I still feel like I am connected to him, maybe it is because of the cords we have attached to each other. This is not a healthy attachment though, it is one you would want to be set free. I did do the exercise along with her, and worked on taking the cords out of me and my ex and pouring healing purple and blue light in that space, and sewed it up, kissed it and sprinkled healing fairy dust coming out of my finger tips on the wound.
People ask questions for her to answer, and they choose as many questions as they can, and all of them seemed so meaningful. That's the cool thing, when you all think the same way, everything you need to hear comes up because you are all in the same place emotionally, vibrationally. Teal discussed not abandoning ourselves, and putting ourselves first, loving ourselves and listening to our heart. So many of us put others first, and pushed our own self aside. I know now to not do that any longer. I finally get it. She also spoke about our core imprint, many of us felt it was abandonment. She spoke of why we would feel that way, and how we want to feel now, and how that serves as our life purpose. She spoke about many things we have all been talking about the past few weeks, but was able to dive down deeper into them, and be more thorough for us to learn from. She is such a teacher, an amazing teacher to be here now on earth as we are all growing and changing so rapidly. We are transforming fast, all of us, I see it, I feel it, it's so exciting. I have connected with the best people ever from her, through her, and my life will never be the same. I want to help be the change, I want to reach the kids like Teal is reaching the adults. That is why I have started to write some children's books, it may be time to take it seriously now, and finish them, get them illustrated and published. I wanted to try to illustrate them myself, but may be difficult for me, never doing this type of art before. But I totally love art, I always have, it has served me well. It has guided my self esteem, and helped to express myself, and kept my hands busy. I really enjoy drawing, and want to take some art classes now. Also wanting to take a pottery class, preferably the wheel, so much fun art is!
I am so thrilled I got to hang out with Teal and Sarbdeep today, watching them is just like being next to them, I can't explain it. Teal even said she does connect with people out of body, and yes it is real, we are communicating with her! How real and awesome is that! So, now my new thing is to work on getting out of body at night before bed.
Namaste
Wednesday, August 27, 2014
Friday ~ Day 25
Hello Everyone ~
So, it's Friday, I had an awesome day at the beach with some of my family yesterday. My niece was in town from Chicago, with her husband and two boys I love. They came to the beach, along with my brother, his wife, and their other daughter, along with her fiance and two boys as well. It was such an awesome day at the beach, I always love seeing my family, any of them. But, don't enjoy them anymore if they throw me digs, which I won't allow myself to do any longer because I am on a self love, follow your bliss journey, and there is no room for negative anyone, family included. I no longer feel bad, but actually relieved because I was in denial about my family, thinking they are "so great, so supportive and so loving and giving", but the truth is, they are not. Oh well, it's okay, I will always love them, and if our paths cross again, I will be there with open arms. The cool thing is I know this is "magically" happening, because the Universe knows my energy shifted, and I am no longer a match to that abuse. Yay for me! So empowering to me, and the best thing is, I only have love and peace for them. There is a saying, "May all beings, animals, trees, etc., be free of suffering". I love it.
I also sat down and watched some of Teal and Sarbdeep's Podcast #20 yesterday, and it was all about finding your "core imprint", and finding you life purpose with that information. I only watched part of it, but it went along with her "Ask Teal" video from Saturday, and her blog this week. It's cool how there is always a theme, one that we all seem to be going through at this time. As I went back to my birth, wow, I had a lot of visions of not feeling wanted, not feeling loved. I cried a lot of tears over this last night.
I watched the rest of it today, and cried, not feeling very loved and happy today. My feelings go toward my ex missing him, feeling so disconnected, but then try to go back to childhood. How interesting this is becoming to automatically be able to do this now and be aware of it. Today those memories brought feelings to me of being disconnected, disconnected from my source of energy, my mother. Like I was ripped from her womb too early, I was screaming, crying in desperation! Not wanting to leave, not wanting to go. This is that same feeling I have felt many times without my ex, feeling such a disconnection of energy, of source. It is actually a terrible feeling, one I hope will integrate soon. The same visions, and sadness and pain came over me all day today, along with feeling alone missing my ex and wishing he was here with me. I am sad, I am sorry, I am free. Free to be able to feel how I feel, whatever it may be. But, to be loving and soft with myself, and know things reveal themselves to you when they should, the Universe knows what is best for us, for you, for me. So awesome to remember this, and know this, and live by this. And allow life to unfold, on it's own time, in it's own way, but just relaxing back and flowing with the river, not against it as before.
Namaste ~
So, it's Friday, I had an awesome day at the beach with some of my family yesterday. My niece was in town from Chicago, with her husband and two boys I love. They came to the beach, along with my brother, his wife, and their other daughter, along with her fiance and two boys as well. It was such an awesome day at the beach, I always love seeing my family, any of them. But, don't enjoy them anymore if they throw me digs, which I won't allow myself to do any longer because I am on a self love, follow your bliss journey, and there is no room for negative anyone, family included. I no longer feel bad, but actually relieved because I was in denial about my family, thinking they are "so great, so supportive and so loving and giving", but the truth is, they are not. Oh well, it's okay, I will always love them, and if our paths cross again, I will be there with open arms. The cool thing is I know this is "magically" happening, because the Universe knows my energy shifted, and I am no longer a match to that abuse. Yay for me! So empowering to me, and the best thing is, I only have love and peace for them. There is a saying, "May all beings, animals, trees, etc., be free of suffering". I love it.
I also sat down and watched some of Teal and Sarbdeep's Podcast #20 yesterday, and it was all about finding your "core imprint", and finding you life purpose with that information. I only watched part of it, but it went along with her "Ask Teal" video from Saturday, and her blog this week. It's cool how there is always a theme, one that we all seem to be going through at this time. As I went back to my birth, wow, I had a lot of visions of not feeling wanted, not feeling loved. I cried a lot of tears over this last night.
I watched the rest of it today, and cried, not feeling very loved and happy today. My feelings go toward my ex missing him, feeling so disconnected, but then try to go back to childhood. How interesting this is becoming to automatically be able to do this now and be aware of it. Today those memories brought feelings to me of being disconnected, disconnected from my source of energy, my mother. Like I was ripped from her womb too early, I was screaming, crying in desperation! Not wanting to leave, not wanting to go. This is that same feeling I have felt many times without my ex, feeling such a disconnection of energy, of source. It is actually a terrible feeling, one I hope will integrate soon. The same visions, and sadness and pain came over me all day today, along with feeling alone missing my ex and wishing he was here with me. I am sad, I am sorry, I am free. Free to be able to feel how I feel, whatever it may be. But, to be loving and soft with myself, and know things reveal themselves to you when they should, the Universe knows what is best for us, for you, for me. So awesome to remember this, and know this, and live by this. And allow life to unfold, on it's own time, in it's own way, but just relaxing back and flowing with the river, not against it as before.
Namaste ~
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