I have decided to start a new thing, to "follow my Joy", each and every day. To ask myself each day what I can do for myself to make me happy today and "feel good". It is summer, so that is easy for me to do, loving to be outside all day with the trees, squirrels, and the birds. I have two Cardinals who come every day, and a Bluebird, and many finches, when I sit in my yard. They did not visit me while I was sitting so close to them outside, until I came back from Teal Swan's Workshop. It is so crazy how your energy shifts attending a Workshop, and how they help to facilitate your growth so much.
So, the Universe sent me the perfect time to be free of work, and it was now, summertime! So, I did enjoy the beach, with my family and alone, and it was an awesome summer on the beach. This was a very cool, unusual summer for us here, with barely any humidity, so the beach was perfect, and cool. Even after 4:00, I was getting chilly! I love the Ocean, it has always spoken to me, like it does to all of us. And the huge rocks I love, always gravitating to sit near them. So peaceful, relaxing and free, it makes me feel, I love it. I will tell you though, the sun does seem to get a little too hot, you can feel your skin burn. I usually use my umbrella now after being in the sun a few hours, it's much more calming and relaxing after the sun gazing at you all day.
Labor Day Weekend is this weekend, and it is so sad to see this time of the year end. We enjoy gathering near the Ocean, to find peace from the craziness in our world, and it works. What do we do all winter then? Go to the snow, go outside and enjoy the earth in a totally different way. Ski, sleigh, have a snow ball fight, or make an Angel, but enjoy the moment of where you are, just as it should be.
So, each day I have been following my joy, and it has been magical. So beautiful, so filled with love. Yes, I still get sadness and pain, but when it is not there, my energy is so much higher than before, I feel it. I feel so happy when I am running errands, meeting people, etc, and do not resonate with a great deal of other people. I even have friends now that since our vibrations are so different, we haven't been able to connect. I honor and respect that for now, and know our paths will cross again someday. Until then, I hold them in love and light, and send them gentle lessons, along with me! I love what I am learning, I have been searching for this since seventh grade, I have waited a very long time for this. For all of it, to help teach others anything and everything I know, and help heal them in any way that I can.
I still yearn for my family back, the family I created with one man, the man of my dreams who I loved dearly. I now know and understand he was there to teach me lessons about myself I could still not understand. I still feel so attached to him, even though I have cut the cords many times! He now has a magical, beautiful little daughter in his life, who is transforming him into love. This is a true miracle, and I am so grateful she has come to teach him about unconditional love again. They are soul mates for sure, and some how I fit into this picture. The first pictures I saw of her were of instant love. She is a miracle in their life, and my daughter takes care of her when her Dad works. She is a huge part of my children's life, and I am so happy for the love she has brought to us all. I am so happy when I spend time with her, she leaves me glowing all day! She is a joy, a pleasure, and a sure way to follow your bliss!
Namaste
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