Today I went to my brothers home, a home he has lived in for thirty years. It has been a comforting home more so since my parents have left this earth. I love visiting my brother, he is the easiest one of all my six brothers. I am also very close to his one daughter, who lives with him with her two young sons since her divorce a few years ago. He has always been so kind, and when we were kids he use to take me to some homes where he cut their lawn. I remember being grateful to be with him, unconsciously being glad to be out of that abusive house. I remember just walking around the grounds, being with the earth and being so happy and content, while he mowed the lawn.
My daughter came with me today, the last pool party of the summer. We couldn't stay long because my daughter had previous plans. My nephew was really happy to see my daughter, he hasn't seen her in months, and he feels very connected to her and hugs her all the time, loving her.
I was very touched when we left my brothers home, they did not want to see me leave and were bummed. Wow, what an abundance of love that was going around, I truly felt so loved, wanted, and cared about, a stronger feeling this time than any other time I have been with them. I wonder if it is because I feel so much more love from within, within myself from my heart expanding due to the "inner child" work I have been doing, and having my soul retrieval with the Shaman.
My heart is so fill, when I am in the car driving by myself, I put an awesome song on, and I sing it as loud as I want, and have such a sense of love, peace and happiness. I wake up each day so happy, grateful, at peace, feeling so loved. I am in awe of the changes that I am aware of that are occurring in me daily. Each and every day, I feel a new awakening. Life has become so exciting, so fun, so filled with love by so many others. I am grateful to have found like minded souls on my Spiritual path, and the family I have met again and feel so connected to. Her workshops bring like minded souls together, and connect by events planned for the weekend. I have never met such loving souls in one place before.
My energy has shifted such a great deal from each Workshop, that it is pretty crazy for me. I do not vibrate with many people around here in Bergen County, another sure sign the Universe is telling me to leave. The trees, the woods, that is a place to be every day. There and the beach in the summer works for me. And for January and February, I want to manifest a home in Florida, free of charge, where I can go to get away from the freezing cold here in Jersey. And I will write, paint, and draw until my heart is content. Wow, how much my life has changed. Even with what I want from my life, and knowing now that I can have it. Each day synchronicity occurs, it is so magical, and I am grateful. I acknowledge to the Universe I realize how in control I am of my life, I know I am on the right path now, going with the flow, have the utmost faith in having what I want. That home in the woods, in the forest, on a lake where all my magic begins. The Shaman also told me my little girl is from the forest and her and the forest have a lot to teach me. The three of us have a lot to teach each other, then it's obvious where I need to be. And as I drove around the other day I drove thirty minutes Northeast, it was beautiful, woods and lakes abundantly, and I never even knew!
Feeling Loved, feeling happy! Namaste!
My heart is so fill, when I am in the car driving by myself, I put an awesome song on, and I sing it as loud as I want, and have such a sense of love, peace and happiness. I wake up each day so happy, grateful, at peace, feeling so loved. I am in awe of the changes that I am aware of that are occurring in me daily. Each and every day, I feel a new awakening. Life has become so exciting, so fun, so filled with love by so many others. I am grateful to have found like minded souls on my Spiritual path, and the family I have met again and feel so connected to. Her workshops bring like minded souls together, and connect by events planned for the weekend. I have never met such loving souls in one place before.
My energy has shifted such a great deal from each Workshop, that it is pretty crazy for me. I do not vibrate with many people around here in Bergen County, another sure sign the Universe is telling me to leave. The trees, the woods, that is a place to be every day. There and the beach in the summer works for me. And for January and February, I want to manifest a home in Florida, free of charge, where I can go to get away from the freezing cold here in Jersey. And I will write, paint, and draw until my heart is content. Wow, how much my life has changed. Even with what I want from my life, and knowing now that I can have it. Each day synchronicity occurs, it is so magical, and I am grateful. I acknowledge to the Universe I realize how in control I am of my life, I know I am on the right path now, going with the flow, have the utmost faith in having what I want. That home in the woods, in the forest, on a lake where all my magic begins. The Shaman also told me my little girl is from the forest and her and the forest have a lot to teach me. The three of us have a lot to teach each other, then it's obvious where I need to be. And as I drove around the other day I drove thirty minutes Northeast, it was beautiful, woods and lakes abundantly, and I never even knew!
Feeling Loved, feeling happy! Namaste!
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