Wow, this is crazy how I have made such a big deal about this "soul retrieval" work. Due to the fact I had to miss my appointment on Monday because my "ego" wasn't ready for it, and put me in some serious pain. Today I am in my "normal" range of pain for myself. Willing and able to go. Even though I did not get to the appointment that day, I did some work because I had tears flowing from me all day, tears of being in pain, physical pain, tears of releasing I don't even know what! It was not a fun day, but I tried to stay with the pain, sit with it, honor it, and not doing things to take my mind off of it. I got through it, and woke up the next day feeling fine.
It's funny how for about three weeks my energy was crazy high, not even wanting to be near any negativity at all. Not from my kids, nor from the crazy energy in the stores that I no longer enjoy,It was so high I wanted to save it all for myself, not give it away to anyone. And I did, I innately knew I should stay in for days and I did. But then emotions started to flow, along with an intense amount of inner child work, that keeps going on. That is why I am getting some soul retrieval work done, to have someone hold my hand and guide me through this process, which will be a very self loving thing to do!
So, off I go, I will let you know how it all pans out later!
Namaste all day ~
Tuesday, September 23, 2014
Wednesday ~ Just Another Day
Namaste
Boy, I am happy today! I passed out so early last night, 9:30, woke up in the middle of the night, not being able to go back to sleep. My friend texted me to skype and I missed her text! So bummed, I love her so much and am so grateful she just appeared in my life, it's actually crazy!
So, I did some computer work this morning, emails, face book and got caught up on that stuff. I am going to head out in a little to go south to my crystal store and buy some moldavite for Teal and myself, and something for Irina too. I was thinking of Blake and Sarb, but that could get expensive now. My income is not coming in any longer since I stopped my nanny job caring for four small children. I have some money left from a car accident I had years ago that will pay for the bills here a few months longer. I am staying in a vibration of abundance, and faith in the Universe to take care of me now, while I am caring for myself. It is great to feel such security and ease about finances, although a few times fear has come up. I haven't even thought about "working out there" because what I want to do is write, write lots of children's books, and this adult book about self love I am creating now as I write. I am so proud of myself to finally be able to admit to others that I am writing some children's books. I have no doubt it will happen, if I don't get serious about it before Teal's workshop in Boston next week, it will happen when I arrive back.
It seems like these weeks have been a time that I am suppose to stay in and reflect and just be in this pain and accept it. That's why when I am feeling low I try to sit with those emotions and take the time to see what's going on and where they are from. Yes, it is work, but that is my job now, to take care of myself, I am ready, there is nothing else to wait for or hold onto. I have been pushing myself, and struggling for ten years being a single mother of three. I made it though with a roof over our heads and food in their mouth without a career, and being in so much pain physically and emotionally. I was told to stop, and I have. Stop running around, and caring for everyone else and not yourself. I would much prefer to care for others, I don't know why. I comforts me to know I can make someone else feel better. I am working on turning that energy onto myself, and focusing on my own healing. My body knows what it needs, and I am finally learning to listen. It is comforting to know I will be okay, and I am taking care of myself, it is actually a relief. The emotional stuff I need to go through during this time is not fun, but I know it is necessary for me to let go and blend the past with who I am now. To start finding the lost parts of my soul that disappeared when I was crying at home as a child. When I heard my parents arguing, my mother crying, leaving me feel so much pain, grief, and aloneness. My heart breaks for my mother to have gone through all of this. Most of the memories I have from the past are not new to me, I just don't understand why they have to keep coming up so much. This is why it is pretty beneficial to allow yourself to go back to your past, talk to your inner child, comfort her and heal her. You may not be able to do this alone, many times I have and I get stuck, and with the help of a Shaman, got much deeper into my pain, and found answers to questions I did not even know I had. Always be kind to yourself, ask for soft, gentle lessons. Be open and be free, let the love in, and give love. Throughout these ups and downs, the ups are very different now. I am happier, feeling more safe and secure than before, feeling much more loved, and appreciating everyone who is in my life now. I appreciate so much, from the Cardinal couple that visit me daily, to my children, to my new soul family, to my niece and her boyfriend, and many other things. I really enjoy and am grateful for the time I spend with my family, I love them dearly and appreciate the time we spend together. I love summer, it is here, and I am enjoying each day by sitting outside as long as I can. I just need to manifest a place to stay down the shore, free of charge, by someone who owns a place, but hardly uses it, and is generous. And so it is.
I also wanted to look into going camping somewhere, maybe my friend and I will go visit her son in New Hampshire since he is there for a few weeks for work. I want to do so much in August, its the last summer month. I haven't always been focusing on running to the beach every day, well I couldn't anyway it's too much work driving, and financially right now.
So, I took a ride south to my home town to buy Teal a gift for when I see her, a crystal. Well, instead of buying the moldavite I was going to get, I went for a beautiful turquoise necklace. Boy, I hope she wears necklaces because I looked on her website for some pictures of her, and she really wasn't wearing any. Well, I wanted to buy her a few things to say "thank you", for all she has done for me. And she is someone who is reachable to her followers, she face books everyone back, gives you advice, support, will show up in your dreams, has love and compassion for every human being, I can go on and on. So, I bought her a beautiful piece and can't wait to see her face when I give it to her! I also bought some other crystals, it is always so fun in that store! They have huge amethyst stones all over the place!
I got to skype with my soul sister quickly tonight, it was great as usual. I see her face, her smile, and I just light up. She is such a beautiful, amazing soul, I am so blessed she is now in my life forever.
So, its 12:50 am, I have my second appointment with my Shaman, and we know what happened the first time. So, I am excited about tomorrow to see what all this talk is about "soul retrieval". And maybe I can calm down a little and relax! I am such a nervous person, you don' feel nervous but I can tell by my actions after watching me on camera. Okay, I will write tomorrow about my experience!
Namaste all Day!
Boy, I am happy today! I passed out so early last night, 9:30, woke up in the middle of the night, not being able to go back to sleep. My friend texted me to skype and I missed her text! So bummed, I love her so much and am so grateful she just appeared in my life, it's actually crazy!
So, I did some computer work this morning, emails, face book and got caught up on that stuff. I am going to head out in a little to go south to my crystal store and buy some moldavite for Teal and myself, and something for Irina too. I was thinking of Blake and Sarb, but that could get expensive now. My income is not coming in any longer since I stopped my nanny job caring for four small children. I have some money left from a car accident I had years ago that will pay for the bills here a few months longer. I am staying in a vibration of abundance, and faith in the Universe to take care of me now, while I am caring for myself. It is great to feel such security and ease about finances, although a few times fear has come up. I haven't even thought about "working out there" because what I want to do is write, write lots of children's books, and this adult book about self love I am creating now as I write. I am so proud of myself to finally be able to admit to others that I am writing some children's books. I have no doubt it will happen, if I don't get serious about it before Teal's workshop in Boston next week, it will happen when I arrive back.
It seems like these weeks have been a time that I am suppose to stay in and reflect and just be in this pain and accept it. That's why when I am feeling low I try to sit with those emotions and take the time to see what's going on and where they are from. Yes, it is work, but that is my job now, to take care of myself, I am ready, there is nothing else to wait for or hold onto. I have been pushing myself, and struggling for ten years being a single mother of three. I made it though with a roof over our heads and food in their mouth without a career, and being in so much pain physically and emotionally. I was told to stop, and I have. Stop running around, and caring for everyone else and not yourself. I would much prefer to care for others, I don't know why. I comforts me to know I can make someone else feel better. I am working on turning that energy onto myself, and focusing on my own healing. My body knows what it needs, and I am finally learning to listen. It is comforting to know I will be okay, and I am taking care of myself, it is actually a relief. The emotional stuff I need to go through during this time is not fun, but I know it is necessary for me to let go and blend the past with who I am now. To start finding the lost parts of my soul that disappeared when I was crying at home as a child. When I heard my parents arguing, my mother crying, leaving me feel so much pain, grief, and aloneness. My heart breaks for my mother to have gone through all of this. Most of the memories I have from the past are not new to me, I just don't understand why they have to keep coming up so much. This is why it is pretty beneficial to allow yourself to go back to your past, talk to your inner child, comfort her and heal her. You may not be able to do this alone, many times I have and I get stuck, and with the help of a Shaman, got much deeper into my pain, and found answers to questions I did not even know I had. Always be kind to yourself, ask for soft, gentle lessons. Be open and be free, let the love in, and give love. Throughout these ups and downs, the ups are very different now. I am happier, feeling more safe and secure than before, feeling much more loved, and appreciating everyone who is in my life now. I appreciate so much, from the Cardinal couple that visit me daily, to my children, to my new soul family, to my niece and her boyfriend, and many other things. I really enjoy and am grateful for the time I spend with my family, I love them dearly and appreciate the time we spend together. I love summer, it is here, and I am enjoying each day by sitting outside as long as I can. I just need to manifest a place to stay down the shore, free of charge, by someone who owns a place, but hardly uses it, and is generous. And so it is.
I also wanted to look into going camping somewhere, maybe my friend and I will go visit her son in New Hampshire since he is there for a few weeks for work. I want to do so much in August, its the last summer month. I haven't always been focusing on running to the beach every day, well I couldn't anyway it's too much work driving, and financially right now.
So, I took a ride south to my home town to buy Teal a gift for when I see her, a crystal. Well, instead of buying the moldavite I was going to get, I went for a beautiful turquoise necklace. Boy, I hope she wears necklaces because I looked on her website for some pictures of her, and she really wasn't wearing any. Well, I wanted to buy her a few things to say "thank you", for all she has done for me. And she is someone who is reachable to her followers, she face books everyone back, gives you advice, support, will show up in your dreams, has love and compassion for every human being, I can go on and on. So, I bought her a beautiful piece and can't wait to see her face when I give it to her! I also bought some other crystals, it is always so fun in that store! They have huge amethyst stones all over the place!
I got to skype with my soul sister quickly tonight, it was great as usual. I see her face, her smile, and I just light up. She is such a beautiful, amazing soul, I am so blessed she is now in my life forever.
So, its 12:50 am, I have my second appointment with my Shaman, and we know what happened the first time. So, I am excited about tomorrow to see what all this talk is about "soul retrieval". And maybe I can calm down a little and relax! I am such a nervous person, you don' feel nervous but I can tell by my actions after watching me on camera. Okay, I will write tomorrow about my experience!
Namaste all Day!
Sunday, September 21, 2014
Sunday ~ Beach day with my niece and her boyfriend
Hello
Wow, waking up today is like a breath of fresh air! To be filled with so much love from my niece and her boyfriend yesterday was amazing. My heart is light and joyful, and I am feeling very blessed. We went to the beach, and then out to dinner. The beach was awesome, as usual. When we arrived, my nieces boyfriend lost his seasonal badge, which he has never lost in his life. He looked all around, and was pretty bummed about it. They even went looking on the beach for it, up to where we came in, with no avail. He was upset about loosing it, so I looked at him and told him that we will manifest it back. I said, "Badge, Joe really needs you and wants you to come back. He spent $45 on this badge and he doesn't want to have to buy another one. He has never lost a badge, and really wants you to come back". So, the day went on, and then, just as we were getting ready to leave, Joe was standing in front of me digging his feet in the sand for some reason. As he was digging his feet in, and moving them around, all of a sudden what do you think appeared under his feet? Yep, his badge! Oh my Lord! We all looked at each other in astonishment, and then I explained to them what WE just did, how we manifested it back, and explained how we needed it back in our life. And then I told my niece how important it was to acknowledge to the Universe what it just did for us, and to remember to always be thankful and say thanks. So my niece and I started laughing in joy and enlightenment, and thanked the Universe ten times.
One of my brothers also met us on the beach, he is single and divorced like me. I love being on the beach with tons of people, I always have. I have been hitting the beach since I have been 12, when my best friends older sister would take us. Then, when my children were young, we use to take them to Lavalette for two weeks in the summer. It was the best time ever, and my friends, family and their children would always come and spend a few days. The beach is always awesome and always great times! The ocean so calming, relaxing, and I love to be near the rocks! And as far as walking on the beach goes, I could walk forever. And my nieces boyfriend loves to swim in the ocean, he was born and raised there. I do love to ride the waves, but not when the water is chilly because I like it so warm, and I freeze so fast.
After the beach, my niece invited me to go out to dinner with them in Asbury Park, along with their neighbor friend. The friend was a gentleman, an attorney who lives next to my nieces boyfriend. My nieces boyfriend invited him out, he said when they were speaking he seemed distraught, sad and upset about something. So he felt it would be good for him to get out, and he was down the shore alone, his wife and him were separated. My niece found an amazing man, so caring and concerned about others, just like we are. I am so happy for her, so happy she has an awesome man to spend the rest of her life with, who loves and cares for her, and her two young boys. He had my heart when he was laying on the beach on his belly, and the boys jumped on his back, laying on him with sand all over. He didn't even flinch.
My niece and I showered, and it made me feel young again, being down the shore with my girlfriends when we would get ready to go out, just talking and hanging out. We called the Restaurant before hand, and there was an hour wait, but it was a Saturday night and we knew we had to wait, so we were okay with that. Parking is also very difficult there, being in town and everyone out. So, as we pull up in front of the Restaurant for my niece and I to get out. I said, "Oh, let's manifest a parking spot by asking God and the Angels to help us find one, I always ask and one appears". So as soon as I asked, while we were right in front of the Restaurant, a few people walk in front of us and head directly to their car which was directly to the left of us! Holy shit again we said! This was getting really neat being with them manifesting what we want. So, it gets even better. My niece and I go inside, give the hostess our names, an they told us it was a one hour wait. So, we decided to wait outside. As soon as her boyfriend walked up the steps, my niece looked at me and said, "come on, lets go inside", all excited. Okay, I said to myself a little confused, but followed her in along side her boyfriend. Well, forget the hour wait, they took us straight up to our table which was outside on the balcony. My niece was shocked that we got right in, thinking they made a mistake. I know we had a day of total ease, of synchronicity, and manifesting what we want. It was a perfect thing for the start of a wonderful evening with beautiful, loving souls, that I enjoyed being around so much.
Joe's friend was meeting us there, and arrived a little later. He was a tall man with dark hair, and came in with a hell of a lot of energy. They had prepared me that he "loved to talk", sort of like me (as I have grown older I enjoy listening more, and speaking less). Well, he surely did, he was a highly intelligent man, an attorney and knowledgeable about a variety of things. We spoke about his business and how he didn't enjoy many of the colleagues he was working with. So, I gave him the lecture about attracting more loving, kind souls to work with, people who you want to be around. Explaining to him that he did have a choice, and if he put that intention out into the Universe, it would happen. He also explained why he has been so sad the past few months, his Aunt had passed and he was distraught over it. He spoke of her and how important she was to him, and he couldn't get over it. As Spirit spoke through me again, I explained to him how she was still with him, her soul is always there. I asked him if he believed that and he said that he wanted to. I assured him it was so, and we spoke about how our deceased love ones are always there, and always around us. I suggested he talk to her and ask her to show him a sign she is there. My words brought tears to his eyes, and I was touched. Touched to be able to help another soul on their journey here.
We had an amazing evening, and my niece was filled with joy, you could see it all over her face. It is so nice when people and families come together, to bond, to love, and to grow together. I am so very blessed to have them in my life now, especially when my children have grown, and I am still single.
My niece texted me today, what a great time they had, and how she is glad I am part of her life, which truly touched my heart. She must have been reading my mind. I am not use to having so much love and support from others in the past, especially being a single mother for ten years, without help from anyone, even family. I did not reach out, neither did they, and not everyone had the opportunity to either being in the situations they were in. So, this is new for me, my heart starting to open up, being ready and able to receive. After being at the workshop in February, the group in the house filled me with so much unconditional love and acceptance, which started to open my heart again. I came home and it kept opening up more, and now it is so comforting to know loved ones are there for you. I am grateful for so much today, feeling very blessed.
So for today, I am spending the day painting my daughters bedroom for her, she decided to change bedrooms, and I, of course, offered to help paint. It actually will be good to start a project and finish, allowing me to feel some type of accomplishment, since I haven't worked since July.
Wow, waking up today is like a breath of fresh air! To be filled with so much love from my niece and her boyfriend yesterday was amazing. My heart is light and joyful, and I am feeling very blessed. We went to the beach, and then out to dinner. The beach was awesome, as usual. When we arrived, my nieces boyfriend lost his seasonal badge, which he has never lost in his life. He looked all around, and was pretty bummed about it. They even went looking on the beach for it, up to where we came in, with no avail. He was upset about loosing it, so I looked at him and told him that we will manifest it back. I said, "Badge, Joe really needs you and wants you to come back. He spent $45 on this badge and he doesn't want to have to buy another one. He has never lost a badge, and really wants you to come back". So, the day went on, and then, just as we were getting ready to leave, Joe was standing in front of me digging his feet in the sand for some reason. As he was digging his feet in, and moving them around, all of a sudden what do you think appeared under his feet? Yep, his badge! Oh my Lord! We all looked at each other in astonishment, and then I explained to them what WE just did, how we manifested it back, and explained how we needed it back in our life. And then I told my niece how important it was to acknowledge to the Universe what it just did for us, and to remember to always be thankful and say thanks. So my niece and I started laughing in joy and enlightenment, and thanked the Universe ten times.
One of my brothers also met us on the beach, he is single and divorced like me. I love being on the beach with tons of people, I always have. I have been hitting the beach since I have been 12, when my best friends older sister would take us. Then, when my children were young, we use to take them to Lavalette for two weeks in the summer. It was the best time ever, and my friends, family and their children would always come and spend a few days. The beach is always awesome and always great times! The ocean so calming, relaxing, and I love to be near the rocks! And as far as walking on the beach goes, I could walk forever. And my nieces boyfriend loves to swim in the ocean, he was born and raised there. I do love to ride the waves, but not when the water is chilly because I like it so warm, and I freeze so fast.
After the beach, my niece invited me to go out to dinner with them in Asbury Park, along with their neighbor friend. The friend was a gentleman, an attorney who lives next to my nieces boyfriend. My nieces boyfriend invited him out, he said when they were speaking he seemed distraught, sad and upset about something. So he felt it would be good for him to get out, and he was down the shore alone, his wife and him were separated. My niece found an amazing man, so caring and concerned about others, just like we are. I am so happy for her, so happy she has an awesome man to spend the rest of her life with, who loves and cares for her, and her two young boys. He had my heart when he was laying on the beach on his belly, and the boys jumped on his back, laying on him with sand all over. He didn't even flinch.
My niece and I showered, and it made me feel young again, being down the shore with my girlfriends when we would get ready to go out, just talking and hanging out. We called the Restaurant before hand, and there was an hour wait, but it was a Saturday night and we knew we had to wait, so we were okay with that. Parking is also very difficult there, being in town and everyone out. So, as we pull up in front of the Restaurant for my niece and I to get out. I said, "Oh, let's manifest a parking spot by asking God and the Angels to help us find one, I always ask and one appears". So as soon as I asked, while we were right in front of the Restaurant, a few people walk in front of us and head directly to their car which was directly to the left of us! Holy shit again we said! This was getting really neat being with them manifesting what we want. So, it gets even better. My niece and I go inside, give the hostess our names, an they told us it was a one hour wait. So, we decided to wait outside. As soon as her boyfriend walked up the steps, my niece looked at me and said, "come on, lets go inside", all excited. Okay, I said to myself a little confused, but followed her in along side her boyfriend. Well, forget the hour wait, they took us straight up to our table which was outside on the balcony. My niece was shocked that we got right in, thinking they made a mistake. I know we had a day of total ease, of synchronicity, and manifesting what we want. It was a perfect thing for the start of a wonderful evening with beautiful, loving souls, that I enjoyed being around so much.
Joe's friend was meeting us there, and arrived a little later. He was a tall man with dark hair, and came in with a hell of a lot of energy. They had prepared me that he "loved to talk", sort of like me (as I have grown older I enjoy listening more, and speaking less). Well, he surely did, he was a highly intelligent man, an attorney and knowledgeable about a variety of things. We spoke about his business and how he didn't enjoy many of the colleagues he was working with. So, I gave him the lecture about attracting more loving, kind souls to work with, people who you want to be around. Explaining to him that he did have a choice, and if he put that intention out into the Universe, it would happen. He also explained why he has been so sad the past few months, his Aunt had passed and he was distraught over it. He spoke of her and how important she was to him, and he couldn't get over it. As Spirit spoke through me again, I explained to him how she was still with him, her soul is always there. I asked him if he believed that and he said that he wanted to. I assured him it was so, and we spoke about how our deceased love ones are always there, and always around us. I suggested he talk to her and ask her to show him a sign she is there. My words brought tears to his eyes, and I was touched. Touched to be able to help another soul on their journey here.
We had an amazing evening, and my niece was filled with joy, you could see it all over her face. It is so nice when people and families come together, to bond, to love, and to grow together. I am so very blessed to have them in my life now, especially when my children have grown, and I am still single.
My niece texted me today, what a great time they had, and how she is glad I am part of her life, which truly touched my heart. She must have been reading my mind. I am not use to having so much love and support from others in the past, especially being a single mother for ten years, without help from anyone, even family. I did not reach out, neither did they, and not everyone had the opportunity to either being in the situations they were in. So, this is new for me, my heart starting to open up, being ready and able to receive. After being at the workshop in February, the group in the house filled me with so much unconditional love and acceptance, which started to open my heart again. I came home and it kept opening up more, and now it is so comforting to know loved ones are there for you. I am grateful for so much today, feeling very blessed.
So for today, I am spending the day painting my daughters bedroom for her, she decided to change bedrooms, and I, of course, offered to help paint. It actually will be good to start a project and finish, allowing me to feel some type of accomplishment, since I haven't worked since July.
Saturday, September 13, 2014
Following My Joy ~ Beach Day with so much Manifesting!
Hello
So, I had an awesome day today. I spent the day with my niece, her boyfriend and my brother on the beach. It was cloudy and chilly on the beach, but it was so nice to hang outside with loved ones. That is the best thing I love about warm weather, being outside all day. I could easily, and love, and do as much as I can. I take my work, and computer out back all the time.
I was at the beach before my niece, and when they got to the beach her boyfriend realized he lost his badge! He was bummed, it was seasonal, and he lives here and has not lost one since. So, him and my niece went for a walk to look for it without avail. I told him to ask the Universe for it back, so I did saying, "Universe, please bring back his seasonal badge because he truly needs it. He spent $45 on it and does not want to have to buy another one." "Thank you, Amen." So, when we were getting ready to leave the beach he stood up, and started kicking the sand around with his feet, and his seasonal badge literally popped out of the sand! OMG, we all looked at each other freaking out! Then I told my niece it was really important to thank the Universe, so we did as we were walking off the beach laughing.
So, after the beach my niece and her boyfriend were going out to dinner, in Asbury Park, and asked me if I wanted to go. So, I was like, "sure"! Her boyfriend left for awhile and we got to shower and get ready alone, and it made me feel like I was in High School again with my best friend! So much joy to my heart! My nieces boyfriend had asked a neighbor gentlemen to go out to dinner with them, feeling that he was feeling sad and needed a lift. Cool, I thought, it will be nice to meet another soul. So, we went to one of my nieces favorite Restaurant in Asbury Park, "Moonstruck". Along with long waits, there was also the problem with parking, having to drive around many times before finding a spot. So, as we pulled up to the Restaurant my niece told me we were going to get out while her boyfriend was going to look for a parking spot. The next thing that came out of my mouth was, ok, so I will ask God, the Universe and the Angels, to please send us a parking spot! To my surprise, as soon as I said that, I saw a few people walking to their car right next to us in front of the Restaurant. I was like, look there's a spot! OMG, we were all freaking out again, and her boyfriend told me I was their good luck charm. He was still surprised about the badge and grateful, and now the parking spot, how fun. So, we went inside to get a reservation, and there was over an hour wait, which we already knew. So, we went outside to wait, and stood on the steps waiting for her boyfriend. As soon as he came up the steps, my niece looked at me and said, come on, we have to go inside! Hmm, okay I said, even though she was being very strange. So, we walked inside, and they were seating us, only after a few minutes. Wow, are we a great team the three of us, we create great energy together and can manifest anything. Wow, this just reconfirmed how much I love them and love being around them, our energies are great together. Synergy, that energy you create with high energy like minded souls! That can mean in the creative work place, or just for fun, just like this.
So I totally encourage everyone to be very careful who you spend your precious time with. Make it be with wonderful souls like yourself, and you will realize what an amazing place it will take you to! One of joy, happiness, and anything can occur! Truly whatever you want.
Namaste all day ~
So, I had an awesome day today. I spent the day with my niece, her boyfriend and my brother on the beach. It was cloudy and chilly on the beach, but it was so nice to hang outside with loved ones. That is the best thing I love about warm weather, being outside all day. I could easily, and love, and do as much as I can. I take my work, and computer out back all the time.
I was at the beach before my niece, and when they got to the beach her boyfriend realized he lost his badge! He was bummed, it was seasonal, and he lives here and has not lost one since. So, him and my niece went for a walk to look for it without avail. I told him to ask the Universe for it back, so I did saying, "Universe, please bring back his seasonal badge because he truly needs it. He spent $45 on it and does not want to have to buy another one." "Thank you, Amen." So, when we were getting ready to leave the beach he stood up, and started kicking the sand around with his feet, and his seasonal badge literally popped out of the sand! OMG, we all looked at each other freaking out! Then I told my niece it was really important to thank the Universe, so we did as we were walking off the beach laughing.
So, after the beach my niece and her boyfriend were going out to dinner, in Asbury Park, and asked me if I wanted to go. So, I was like, "sure"! Her boyfriend left for awhile and we got to shower and get ready alone, and it made me feel like I was in High School again with my best friend! So much joy to my heart! My nieces boyfriend had asked a neighbor gentlemen to go out to dinner with them, feeling that he was feeling sad and needed a lift. Cool, I thought, it will be nice to meet another soul. So, we went to one of my nieces favorite Restaurant in Asbury Park, "Moonstruck". Along with long waits, there was also the problem with parking, having to drive around many times before finding a spot. So, as we pulled up to the Restaurant my niece told me we were going to get out while her boyfriend was going to look for a parking spot. The next thing that came out of my mouth was, ok, so I will ask God, the Universe and the Angels, to please send us a parking spot! To my surprise, as soon as I said that, I saw a few people walking to their car right next to us in front of the Restaurant. I was like, look there's a spot! OMG, we were all freaking out again, and her boyfriend told me I was their good luck charm. He was still surprised about the badge and grateful, and now the parking spot, how fun. So, we went inside to get a reservation, and there was over an hour wait, which we already knew. So, we went outside to wait, and stood on the steps waiting for her boyfriend. As soon as he came up the steps, my niece looked at me and said, come on, we have to go inside! Hmm, okay I said, even though she was being very strange. So, we walked inside, and they were seating us, only after a few minutes. Wow, are we a great team the three of us, we create great energy together and can manifest anything. Wow, this just reconfirmed how much I love them and love being around them, our energies are great together. Synergy, that energy you create with high energy like minded souls! That can mean in the creative work place, or just for fun, just like this.
So I totally encourage everyone to be very careful who you spend your precious time with. Make it be with wonderful souls like yourself, and you will realize what an amazing place it will take you to! One of joy, happiness, and anything can occur! Truly whatever you want.
Namaste all day ~
Inner Child Work Day ~ Day 31
Namaste
So, the week is almost over and I feel I barely accomplished anything, there are so many things I want to do and get done, but end up doing something else. I feel busy all the time, but there are so many things I need to get done. Pressuring myself, going to stop doing that and know I am doing exactly what I should be doing each day, healing, searching, discovering myself. Not only discovering my abilities, but also my pain. It is a time for deep change, it's happening all around us, just depends if you want to jump on that ride or not. I do, I did, and am so grateful. I truly was pretty depressed for ten years after my divorce, about so many things and missing my ex, looking back I don't know how I got through it, even found a guy or two to fall in love with, but still leave.
Now I truly know the Universe loves us, we are love, total love, the rest is an illusion. An illusion of separation. Just go into your heart when you get mad or sad towards someone, and see what really is hiding in there. It is not your anger, nor your rage, it is deep emotional pain from some childhood trauma just waiting to be heard. That is your inner child, your child who was so hurt it had to fracture into many pieces to be able to deal with the pain. The pain was so deep and so intense, and we were so young. Now is the time of liberation, feeling set free to enjoy life. To dive into that pain to dissolve it, to integrate it as they say. Once that child is cared for and healed, major changes will occur in us, shifts of energy. You will feel it, your friends will see it, and that wound will heal. It is a good idea to have someone around to help you through your feelings if you do not want to go through the pain alone.
I was feeling very sad for a few days over missing my ex. My friend showed me what I truly missed, total connection to someone all the time, to feel totally connected, comforts me knowing someone really cares. I realize how much I need to be connected.
I see that I am suppose to just "be" with this feeling, see where it's coming from and accept it. Not to push it away like I always have, not wanting to sit in the pain so long alone. Does it ever get better, does it ever end?? How long will this integration of my emotions take? I know everyone would be different, your journey is totally personal, so no one would have that answer. The answer would be to just "sit with" that emotion, and be with it each time. Your body will know when it is ready to go deeper, and then it will. It knows how much you can bear at a time, and will take care of us.
I missed the day going to the beach with my daughter, and it saddens me so, that I got upset with her mood, and changed my mind about going. But, I truly wanted to go, but spoke the wrongs words, telling her I didn't! I have done this so much in my life, I hope I can figure out why.
I did work on going through my emotions, where did this feeling come from, and I feel left out and unwanted the way it all happened. So, where did these feelings stem from? No specific incident, just childhood stuff. It made me realize I felt very hurt in the past by girls who were my best friend, and then would just drop me like a hot potato. I never knew why, never understood, but always felt hurt. Cried many tears of feeling left out and alone. I sat with those feelings and realized how lonely I felt in that house all alone, with all the arguing and fighting, and no one there to help me, just feeling all alone. These feelings are new for me to explore. I didn't realize how I even "felt" in that house. I knew I was so happy outside my home, I loved to socialize like my Dad, and always had many friends, especially in High School. So, when I always thought of my past, I remember being happy, but didn't look into my feelings in that house. So, now I know, just great! So, that is where I go, and what I work on, those feelings until they no longer surface and they integrate.
But, I was sad today, it is always a hard day for me when my children give me attitude for no reason at all. It saddens me, but I realize it is the Universe telling me my children need to grow up and spread their wings and fly, regardless if I am happy or not.
Namaste all day ~
So, the week is almost over and I feel I barely accomplished anything, there are so many things I want to do and get done, but end up doing something else. I feel busy all the time, but there are so many things I need to get done. Pressuring myself, going to stop doing that and know I am doing exactly what I should be doing each day, healing, searching, discovering myself. Not only discovering my abilities, but also my pain. It is a time for deep change, it's happening all around us, just depends if you want to jump on that ride or not. I do, I did, and am so grateful. I truly was pretty depressed for ten years after my divorce, about so many things and missing my ex, looking back I don't know how I got through it, even found a guy or two to fall in love with, but still leave.
Now I truly know the Universe loves us, we are love, total love, the rest is an illusion. An illusion of separation. Just go into your heart when you get mad or sad towards someone, and see what really is hiding in there. It is not your anger, nor your rage, it is deep emotional pain from some childhood trauma just waiting to be heard. That is your inner child, your child who was so hurt it had to fracture into many pieces to be able to deal with the pain. The pain was so deep and so intense, and we were so young. Now is the time of liberation, feeling set free to enjoy life. To dive into that pain to dissolve it, to integrate it as they say. Once that child is cared for and healed, major changes will occur in us, shifts of energy. You will feel it, your friends will see it, and that wound will heal. It is a good idea to have someone around to help you through your feelings if you do not want to go through the pain alone.
I was feeling very sad for a few days over missing my ex. My friend showed me what I truly missed, total connection to someone all the time, to feel totally connected, comforts me knowing someone really cares. I realize how much I need to be connected.
I see that I am suppose to just "be" with this feeling, see where it's coming from and accept it. Not to push it away like I always have, not wanting to sit in the pain so long alone. Does it ever get better, does it ever end?? How long will this integration of my emotions take? I know everyone would be different, your journey is totally personal, so no one would have that answer. The answer would be to just "sit with" that emotion, and be with it each time. Your body will know when it is ready to go deeper, and then it will. It knows how much you can bear at a time, and will take care of us.
I missed the day going to the beach with my daughter, and it saddens me so, that I got upset with her mood, and changed my mind about going. But, I truly wanted to go, but spoke the wrongs words, telling her I didn't! I have done this so much in my life, I hope I can figure out why.
I did work on going through my emotions, where did this feeling come from, and I feel left out and unwanted the way it all happened. So, where did these feelings stem from? No specific incident, just childhood stuff. It made me realize I felt very hurt in the past by girls who were my best friend, and then would just drop me like a hot potato. I never knew why, never understood, but always felt hurt. Cried many tears of feeling left out and alone. I sat with those feelings and realized how lonely I felt in that house all alone, with all the arguing and fighting, and no one there to help me, just feeling all alone. These feelings are new for me to explore. I didn't realize how I even "felt" in that house. I knew I was so happy outside my home, I loved to socialize like my Dad, and always had many friends, especially in High School. So, when I always thought of my past, I remember being happy, but didn't look into my feelings in that house. So, now I know, just great! So, that is where I go, and what I work on, those feelings until they no longer surface and they integrate.
But, I was sad today, it is always a hard day for me when my children give me attitude for no reason at all. It saddens me, but I realize it is the Universe telling me my children need to grow up and spread their wings and fly, regardless if I am happy or not.
Namaste all day ~
Wednesday ~ Day 30
Hello
So, today I am feeling somewhat better. Being away at the beach yesterday helped break up my sadness, and last night I got a call from Irina! It was great to hear her voice, we haven't spoken all week. She was so concerned with how I was doing, how I was feeling because she knew I was was feeling sad. We talked about my Shaman experience, and she told me I was opening up all of my wounds so I can integrated them into my life now, just what Teal says! She felt I was really getting to the root to my pain, and that is progress. While I explained to her about me feeling like there are knives in my neck, and I worked on removing them, she got chills all over. So many things I told her resonated with her in chills. That is so cool to be that connected to someone that they "feel" you, your energy, your spirit even so far away physically. I explained to her about realizing the knives were pains from blame and quilt from my childhood years, blaming myself for what happened.
We spoke about how I miss my ex so much, and have had these feelings for ten years, on and off since I have been divorced. And it gets me so depressed, worrying about this feeling never leaving, when he is gone, I have to let him go but haven't been able to. She asked me what that feeling is, what do I miss, what did it feel like for me to be with him for thirty years? What did I miss about that feeling of being with him? I realized the amazing sense of oneness and security and knowing someone is always there for me, that is the feeling I had being with him and miss. This is the feeling that keeps coming back to me, and now I get it, I finally understand it! I will have to see where this new information takes me, do I miss him again today? Yes, but definitely not as much as yesterday.
Sometimes it feels like there is too much to figure out, too much work to do. I also wonder where I am right now in my life? I have changes to make, in regards to living arrangements and creating financial abundance. I currently am not working, leaving my care taking job of four small children. So, now I want to write and publish my books and create abundance. I also love to paint, draw, and I want to eventually open up some "Healing Centers" for children that I have created in my mind. So much other work to do. And I need to paint some furniture I have wanted to, cleanse all of my rooms, closets, basement, the entire house, and get rid of so much stuff! Clear the energy and refresh and renew. Moving will have to come, and I am so scared and nervous about that. The girls found a place they love, but are trying to get the funds from their Dad, to help out. I would enjoy living in that same complex, it is very huge,not in any of these northern towns, fifteen minutes south, but enough to be in an entirely new town that I have never been to. I have lots of old memories lurking around me here, Living next to the town my ex grew up in and the home we lived in when our children were small. God, I truly do love him, I always will regardless of the pain. I hurt him too so many times by the words I would write in my journal, words of pain and hate toward him for the pain I felt by his criticisms. I did not realize anything at the time, the pain was beyond anything I could keep enduring along with raising three crazy kids!
I am going through so many emotions, so much turmoil now. Teal explained this in one of her videos about being in the pain. Just accepting it, not trying to change it and abandon myself. That is what I have been doing for ten years. I am now accepting where I am on my journey, accepting I am in physical and emotional pain, and I am working towards health. She explained once you know you are here to follow your bliss and are pure love, then you can dive into your pain and deal with it. Her video was actually so inspiring, you can just feel the way she feels, her emotions resonate with you and you have compassion and sadness for what she explained. She explained yes, it would be hard, but if we all had the courage to do this, we could not even imagine how the world would be, without us suffering. She must have seen such a magnificent image, because it brought tears to her eyes. My heart felt her. She is an amazing woman, one who truly is inside each one of us, healing us, and resonating us to a higher vibration for the greater good of all, if we are open to it. After her workshop in Chicago, I felt her spirit around me all the time. I felt that way when my Mom and Dad passed, it was so comforting. Now, I feel more confused, as time goes on I am starting to question what to do, etc. But, I am not pressuring myself, just taking it day by day, following my joy in and out of the emotions, and trying to do what feels right to me each day. A lot of chilling out, relaxing, summer stuff like the beach, and spending time with my family, and reading and writing of course. It is a better day, I will see how it ends.
My friends from Chicago are so amazing. They have so much love in their hearts I am blessed to have found them, to have found one another again. Teal has explained how these people are our "soul family", and Irina was thrilled! She found her home, and needed that. And she is so young, most of her followers are, that is what's so exciting! They will totally be the major impact on change on this earth in my lifetime! The unconditional love and acceptance was and is so beautiful. Thank you Universe, I am grateful. I am also so grateful for my three awesome, spiritual children!
Namaste ~ I love you!
So, today I am feeling somewhat better. Being away at the beach yesterday helped break up my sadness, and last night I got a call from Irina! It was great to hear her voice, we haven't spoken all week. She was so concerned with how I was doing, how I was feeling because she knew I was was feeling sad. We talked about my Shaman experience, and she told me I was opening up all of my wounds so I can integrated them into my life now, just what Teal says! She felt I was really getting to the root to my pain, and that is progress. While I explained to her about me feeling like there are knives in my neck, and I worked on removing them, she got chills all over. So many things I told her resonated with her in chills. That is so cool to be that connected to someone that they "feel" you, your energy, your spirit even so far away physically. I explained to her about realizing the knives were pains from blame and quilt from my childhood years, blaming myself for what happened.
We spoke about how I miss my ex so much, and have had these feelings for ten years, on and off since I have been divorced. And it gets me so depressed, worrying about this feeling never leaving, when he is gone, I have to let him go but haven't been able to. She asked me what that feeling is, what do I miss, what did it feel like for me to be with him for thirty years? What did I miss about that feeling of being with him? I realized the amazing sense of oneness and security and knowing someone is always there for me, that is the feeling I had being with him and miss. This is the feeling that keeps coming back to me, and now I get it, I finally understand it! I will have to see where this new information takes me, do I miss him again today? Yes, but definitely not as much as yesterday.
Sometimes it feels like there is too much to figure out, too much work to do. I also wonder where I am right now in my life? I have changes to make, in regards to living arrangements and creating financial abundance. I currently am not working, leaving my care taking job of four small children. So, now I want to write and publish my books and create abundance. I also love to paint, draw, and I want to eventually open up some "Healing Centers" for children that I have created in my mind. So much other work to do. And I need to paint some furniture I have wanted to, cleanse all of my rooms, closets, basement, the entire house, and get rid of so much stuff! Clear the energy and refresh and renew. Moving will have to come, and I am so scared and nervous about that. The girls found a place they love, but are trying to get the funds from their Dad, to help out. I would enjoy living in that same complex, it is very huge,not in any of these northern towns, fifteen minutes south, but enough to be in an entirely new town that I have never been to. I have lots of old memories lurking around me here, Living next to the town my ex grew up in and the home we lived in when our children were small. God, I truly do love him, I always will regardless of the pain. I hurt him too so many times by the words I would write in my journal, words of pain and hate toward him for the pain I felt by his criticisms. I did not realize anything at the time, the pain was beyond anything I could keep enduring along with raising three crazy kids!
I am going through so many emotions, so much turmoil now. Teal explained this in one of her videos about being in the pain. Just accepting it, not trying to change it and abandon myself. That is what I have been doing for ten years. I am now accepting where I am on my journey, accepting I am in physical and emotional pain, and I am working towards health. She explained once you know you are here to follow your bliss and are pure love, then you can dive into your pain and deal with it. Her video was actually so inspiring, you can just feel the way she feels, her emotions resonate with you and you have compassion and sadness for what she explained. She explained yes, it would be hard, but if we all had the courage to do this, we could not even imagine how the world would be, without us suffering. She must have seen such a magnificent image, because it brought tears to her eyes. My heart felt her. She is an amazing woman, one who truly is inside each one of us, healing us, and resonating us to a higher vibration for the greater good of all, if we are open to it. After her workshop in Chicago, I felt her spirit around me all the time. I felt that way when my Mom and Dad passed, it was so comforting. Now, I feel more confused, as time goes on I am starting to question what to do, etc. But, I am not pressuring myself, just taking it day by day, following my joy in and out of the emotions, and trying to do what feels right to me each day. A lot of chilling out, relaxing, summer stuff like the beach, and spending time with my family, and reading and writing of course. It is a better day, I will see how it ends.
My friends from Chicago are so amazing. They have so much love in their hearts I am blessed to have found them, to have found one another again. Teal has explained how these people are our "soul family", and Irina was thrilled! She found her home, and needed that. And she is so young, most of her followers are, that is what's so exciting! They will totally be the major impact on change on this earth in my lifetime! The unconditional love and acceptance was and is so beautiful. Thank you Universe, I am grateful. I am also so grateful for my three awesome, spiritual children!
Namaste ~ I love you!
Monday ~ Day 28
Hello ~
I am on my way to go see a Shaman this morning, to talk about Soul Retrieval work. This is work where you bring back pieces of your soul, pieces that split and left you due to the pain and suffering of some type of childhood trauma. It is also similar to "Inner Child" work taught by many psychologists. In this process you go back to your past trauma, and talk to that child, and comfort that child. Once this is accomplished, you have "integrated" the past trauma into the now, and the pain and suffering disappears, along with physical pain, and raising your vibration to new beginnings. This meeting though, was just to talk about me doing soul retrieval work. I was really excited and somewhat nervous, and put on a cute flowing summer dress, with orange and earth Aztec print. I felt good.
When I arrived I had no idea what to expect. The door opened up to this beautiful soul with green eyes, shorter than I, with light hair to her chin. We talked easily about my path, the inner child work I have been doing, Teal Swan (I kept telling her about everything she has taught me!), and I brought up my abuse and how I miss my ex. We worked on my pain in my neck and entire back, and she asked the pain, "what do you want to tell me"? And I heard my mothers voice yelling at me, telling me how I can't do anything, can't do anything right, and not to count my chickens before they are hatched. I explained this to her, then more visions appeared from the past. I felt I blamed myself for things, thinking there was a way I could have stopped it. She helped me work though that explaining I was a helpless child, and that your existence is based on your parents love. She explained I did nothing wrong, and nothing was my fault. What a Shaman can do is help you work through your problems by feeling the emotions, but they are there for support in the physical and in spirit, and help hold you in a higher place of love to help heal your body and soul. The blame thing, wow, I have been blaming myself for things for a long time, no more though, now I know. And guilt, this explains why I have always carried so much blame and guilt around on my shoulders, because I literally have felt that way, always blaming a situation on myself, and feeling so guilty about it for years and years. Now I see how stuck that kept me, not allowing me to move forward. Even with my ex husband, I blamed myself so much, for many mistakes I made with money after I was divorced I blamed myself forever. It's a terrible feeling to feel guilty over the past, and blame yourself, and I did that for so long. And I have also blamed my children for so many things when I could not take responsibility for my own behavior. I am glad I am no longer in that place, and am learning much more about myself, and why I do the things I do. Then, I can address those feelings so they can integrate and help me to become one, which helps all of us in our "oneness". Remember, always remember, we are one, we are connected, always and forever, and we are all on a beautiful journey together, so let's try to make the most of it!
I love you ~ Namaste ~
I am on my way to go see a Shaman this morning, to talk about Soul Retrieval work. This is work where you bring back pieces of your soul, pieces that split and left you due to the pain and suffering of some type of childhood trauma. It is also similar to "Inner Child" work taught by many psychologists. In this process you go back to your past trauma, and talk to that child, and comfort that child. Once this is accomplished, you have "integrated" the past trauma into the now, and the pain and suffering disappears, along with physical pain, and raising your vibration to new beginnings. This meeting though, was just to talk about me doing soul retrieval work. I was really excited and somewhat nervous, and put on a cute flowing summer dress, with orange and earth Aztec print. I felt good.
When I arrived I had no idea what to expect. The door opened up to this beautiful soul with green eyes, shorter than I, with light hair to her chin. We talked easily about my path, the inner child work I have been doing, Teal Swan (I kept telling her about everything she has taught me!), and I brought up my abuse and how I miss my ex. We worked on my pain in my neck and entire back, and she asked the pain, "what do you want to tell me"? And I heard my mothers voice yelling at me, telling me how I can't do anything, can't do anything right, and not to count my chickens before they are hatched. I explained this to her, then more visions appeared from the past. I felt I blamed myself for things, thinking there was a way I could have stopped it. She helped me work though that explaining I was a helpless child, and that your existence is based on your parents love. She explained I did nothing wrong, and nothing was my fault. What a Shaman can do is help you work through your problems by feeling the emotions, but they are there for support in the physical and in spirit, and help hold you in a higher place of love to help heal your body and soul. The blame thing, wow, I have been blaming myself for things for a long time, no more though, now I know. And guilt, this explains why I have always carried so much blame and guilt around on my shoulders, because I literally have felt that way, always blaming a situation on myself, and feeling so guilty about it for years and years. Now I see how stuck that kept me, not allowing me to move forward. Even with my ex husband, I blamed myself so much, for many mistakes I made with money after I was divorced I blamed myself forever. It's a terrible feeling to feel guilty over the past, and blame yourself, and I did that for so long. And I have also blamed my children for so many things when I could not take responsibility for my own behavior. I am glad I am no longer in that place, and am learning much more about myself, and why I do the things I do. Then, I can address those feelings so they can integrate and help me to become one, which helps all of us in our "oneness". Remember, always remember, we are one, we are connected, always and forever, and we are all on a beautiful journey together, so let's try to make the most of it!
I love you ~ Namaste ~
Sunday ~ Day 27
Hi!
So, it's Sunday and my kids have plans. It was cloudy today, then cleared up so I decided to hit the beach, not feeling much like staying home alone all day.
Teal came out with another "Ask Teal" video about burying your dreams. Not your future dreams, but you old dreams, the ones you wish happened but didn't. The dreams you had about the past, that you wished turned out differenly. These dreams can be holding us back from creating a new life of abundance. She explained to write down your fantasy life, things you wish really did happen to you, and then bury it in a coffin. Then burn the notes, and set yourself free. It's funny how she wrote about this when I have been having tears of missing my ex and wishing things turned out so differently. So, as I was taking a bath I cried, and grieved about not having what I wanted, my huge mansion with the man of my dreams, on a five acre wooded lot. We had plans made up for our "castle", the one we had been dreaming about since our young twenties. I cried about raising my children along with my ex in their growing years, I cried wishing things were different, this was my worse cry yet. I wasn't happy at all the entire morning, grieving over what could have been, being really unhappy I chose to have a life like this. Basically wanting to give up. Being so tired of fighting this fight, this pain and sadness that has haunted me my entire life. Look at me, still crying over why I left my ex and changed my entire life to such struggle, not happy with being divorced for ten years raising my children alone. I feel I have nothing, have no one, and am all alone in the world. I hope going through these emotions will help release, integrate, and leave my vibration higher. This is certainly not fun, not fun at all.
When I got to the beach it was chilly, so I went to the bay. I met two High School senior girls, one was the lifeguard. We talked the entire time I was there, they were so cute, so cool, and we talked about everything. We talked about the changes going on now, how their generation will help change the world, and being connected as one. They were happy young woman, and I enjoyed their company.
It is always nice to get back home, so comforting for me!
Namaste
So, it's Sunday and my kids have plans. It was cloudy today, then cleared up so I decided to hit the beach, not feeling much like staying home alone all day.
Teal came out with another "Ask Teal" video about burying your dreams. Not your future dreams, but you old dreams, the ones you wish happened but didn't. The dreams you had about the past, that you wished turned out differenly. These dreams can be holding us back from creating a new life of abundance. She explained to write down your fantasy life, things you wish really did happen to you, and then bury it in a coffin. Then burn the notes, and set yourself free. It's funny how she wrote about this when I have been having tears of missing my ex and wishing things turned out so differently. So, as I was taking a bath I cried, and grieved about not having what I wanted, my huge mansion with the man of my dreams, on a five acre wooded lot. We had plans made up for our "castle", the one we had been dreaming about since our young twenties. I cried about raising my children along with my ex in their growing years, I cried wishing things were different, this was my worse cry yet. I wasn't happy at all the entire morning, grieving over what could have been, being really unhappy I chose to have a life like this. Basically wanting to give up. Being so tired of fighting this fight, this pain and sadness that has haunted me my entire life. Look at me, still crying over why I left my ex and changed my entire life to such struggle, not happy with being divorced for ten years raising my children alone. I feel I have nothing, have no one, and am all alone in the world. I hope going through these emotions will help release, integrate, and leave my vibration higher. This is certainly not fun, not fun at all.
When I got to the beach it was chilly, so I went to the bay. I met two High School senior girls, one was the lifeguard. We talked the entire time I was there, they were so cute, so cool, and we talked about everything. We talked about the changes going on now, how their generation will help change the world, and being connected as one. They were happy young woman, and I enjoyed their company.
It is always nice to get back home, so comforting for me!
Namaste
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