Wow, this is crazy how I have made such a big deal about this "soul retrieval" work. Due to the fact I had to miss my appointment on Monday because my "ego" wasn't ready for it, and put me in some serious pain. Today I am in my "normal" range of pain for myself. Willing and able to go. Even though I did not get to the appointment that day, I did some work because I had tears flowing from me all day, tears of being in pain, physical pain, tears of releasing I don't even know what! It was not a fun day, but I tried to stay with the pain, sit with it, honor it, and not doing things to take my mind off of it. I got through it, and woke up the next day feeling fine.
It's funny how for about three weeks my energy was crazy high, not even wanting to be near any negativity at all. Not from my kids, nor from the crazy energy in the stores that I no longer enjoy,It was so high I wanted to save it all for myself, not give it away to anyone. And I did, I innately knew I should stay in for days and I did. But then emotions started to flow, along with an intense amount of inner child work, that keeps going on. That is why I am getting some soul retrieval work done, to have someone hold my hand and guide me through this process, which will be a very self loving thing to do!
So, off I go, I will let you know how it all pans out later!
Namaste all day ~
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