An Amazing Condo in the Woods

Today, I decided to venture out to Mahwah to look for a place to live, where there are a lot more trees, woods and land.  I had to use a realtor, even though I didn't want to, who wants to pay a month security deposit for nothing?  But, I did not see many rentals on Craigs List, and I am not waiting until the last minute for this.  I want to know where I am going so I can relax, and feel at ease.  This Condo was in a huge complex, along with a pool.  My girlfriend of long ago, actually bought a Condo here when we first were having children.  They are so nice because they kept all the trees, and just seemed to built the Condos around them!  The realtor took me down so many steps to get to it, which I loved that it was far away from everyone.  There was a small court yard, with about eight doors leading to condos.  As she opened the door, we walked upstairs to a small living area with a huge cathedral ceiling, which I loved!  I loved the open floor plan, and instantly fell in love with the room due to the windows with so much eastern light.  There also was a corner window, and a deck off  the living room, along with a gas fireplace, and a bedroom on the first floor.  The kitchen was small, but up the stairs was another bedroom, like up on a loft.  I absolutely loved the space, and told her I did and decided to fill out an application that she said she would send by email.                                              
                                     
I was so happy and thrilled when I left, feeling like I found the place I would love to move into.  The two bedroom unit was only a few hundred more, and I intended to use the second room for my Healing Room, and have others come to my Condo in the woods for healing!

After I left I went to a few other Condo Communities in Mahwah, and none of them compared to this one.  I loved it there, its so much in the woods.  I would love this space and could picture myself in a snowstorm, looking out the windows at the snow, becoming so very creative.  When I arrived home, I was exhausted and in so much pain, forgetting to even look at the application.  I don't know why my body aches so much when I run around all day, I have to figure this one out.  I have one more place to look at in the morning, which I still will do, just in case.
 Then, I will see what happens, and hopefully have a place soon.  
Namaste