Hello
I have had a hard past few days it seems, with lots of tears, tears of loss, of separation, and feeling disconnected. I have been crying over missing my ex the past day or two, I use to cry about missing him all the time. But today, I can trust the feelings are deeper, and go back to my childhood, which I did. I felt a big loss of separation with my Mother, and abandonment. When I went back to those feelings, visions came to me like never before, about my birth, and prior to. It made me cry, I cried all morning on and off, even as I drove in the car to go visit my family on the beach, I was crying over some of it.
It's all okay now, knowing I can manifest whatever I want. For now I am trying to take it slow. But that is hard to do sometimes, but then my back goes into a spasm and I have to stop and rest. Rest is suppose to be my focus, but you know me how I have so many hobbies and projects I love to do. I always have plenty of things to keep me busy, and doing art that I love to do.
It is so sad, I truly felt my ex and I were true soul mates, here to stay together this lifetime and work it through, and come back together again. I feel love for him now, and understanding and sympathy and compassion. And I know he needs love, we all are broken, until we fix ourselves through love. Love and the pain of going back to search for the answers. I wish I could help him, but I can not, he hasn't spoken to me in years.
That's it for now, love and light!
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