I hit the beach today, the last day I can go for awhile because I am leaving for Boston on Thursday, to see all of my soul mates, and Teal, Blake and Sarbdeep! It truly doesn't get much better than this. The beach was awesome, there was always a breeze, but the sun is hot. So, after awhile I use my chair umbrella over my head, and then I can stay forever. I walked awhile on the beach which I love to do, and just sat and watched the waves move in and out for a long time. We know how healing and energizing the beach is, and it truly is. So many of us are drawn to the beaches, in New Jersey where I live, they are all so crowded each weekend of the summer. The ocean use to call me when I first got divorced, and when I was alone without my kids. It has totally helped calm my heart. Today I was filled with love and joy anyway, so it just made it better.
I sat in lots of traffic on the way home, so I didn't get in until 7:00. It's now 11:00 pm and I am exhausted. I am going to bed in a few. The sun is draining, and I have a few things left to do tomorrow before my amazing trip, and need to rest too. I know now to take care of my body, and see what it needs, and rest is one of them before this trip! Omg, so freakin excited! When I am driving and in the shower I have so many visions come to me it's crazy. Visions, and great ideas for Teal's workshops! I guess she is on my head, in my head actually. We are all part of that "collective consciousness", and I am definitely part of her tribe!
Finally, after all these years I have found my home. A place I am loved for me, just how I am. A place with others that want to make this a better place to live. A place where I am with my Soul Family, the family I have known forever, coming back here to Earth to reunite now, to help change the consciousness of mankind! To awaken the soul!
I did have a problem with my daughter tonight though. I bump into resistance and negativity with my kids at times. I don't know if it's me or them, but it feels as if our energies are shifting. If they are triggers for me, then I have a lot of issues, too many to deal with. Have I always been resistant to me? To blaming others and not looking at myself? I truly have been looking inside, soul searching, more so since I met Teal Swan, the Spiritual Catalyst! I realize how snotty I have been in my life, this snotty attitude I have had, even though I felt compassion in my heart. I guess the snotty attitude was protection. To protect myself from the harm I felt as a child in our home. No one to protect me there, no one to hold me and care for me telling me everything would be okay. I guess that is why I have always put up a hard front, not wanting to be hurt, hurt as I was as a child. I love my children and I wish we didn't argue, I wish I did so many things different!
Sweet dreams, blessings, and love always.
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