Hello Everyone!
Wow, do you see this picture? I have to explain to you what it is, it is a picture of my soul family, soul mates that have known each other in so many lifetimes, a family I have been waiting for in this lifetime. It is amazing how easy and natural it felt to hang out with these special, awesome beings. To think I am a part of it is crazy, I still have to pinch myself. I still am processing this, it has been about a week. So much information is going through my head, and so much has happened since.
I was fortunate to be able to help with the Workshop in Boston. That in itself was beautiful! It was being run by two new soul sisters I did not meet yet, Molly and Michelle. Boy, were they beautiful soul sisters! Michelle is the bubbly type, so happy and cheery all the time. She told me I have so many angels around me, and gave me hugs all day! I felt instantly close to both of these beautiful woman offering to help with hosting Teal in their town! Cherie and I greeted all of the guests, giving hugs and bonding instantly with so many people, woman and men also. I even saw old soul mates, from other workshops and got so many hugs! We were all so full of joy and had so much love in our hearts, everyone gathering to see their Spiritual Mentor, their Spiritual Leader, Teal Swan! And I was saying "hello" to all of them, and putting wrist bands on them, and giving them a map of places to eat for lunch, and a free parking pass for the day (which was their favorite). Then we were blessed to be in the front row, and I got to sit near Blake, who I love so much and is so cool. The workshop brought up a lot of issues about "trust". Trusting ourselves, our own instinct and intuition we all have. Loving ourselves enough to trust ourselves! Funny, because just the night before I had a situation and wasn't sure on how to handle it, I asked a friend's advice, and listened to her, instead of listening to myself! Wow, Teal is always talking to me, through others as well. And the self loving thing for me to have done, would have been something else. Now I am keeping my power, I am owning that I do know myself better than you do, I do know what is best for "me", and everything I do is just fine, because I am walking my own path, not yours. No one knows what is best for me, but me. I have support from my Spirit Guides, my Animal Guides, and of course the Angels, Archangel Michael of course, and Gabrielle is always around me! I hear their guidance and need to listen, always.
During the break at the workshop, I was starving and drained! I needed to get some food fast, and find a place outside to eat, as I needed fresh air and green trees as much as food! Molly was so gracious to buy us some amazing vegan food, and I ate a delicious sweet potato burger. As I went outside to eat, I saw some women I met the night before while I was doing some Angel Card Readings for people, and some essential oil therapy and crystal therapy. I ate and chatted and felt so drained, I realized how much I needed to be alone and recharge. What is it that I give so much of my energy out? Or do they take it? And how to I stop from feeling so drained? I do ground myself and put a ball of crystal light around me, and use the Young Living grounding essential oil as well. But I was so drained, I was trying to run up to my room which was at the hotel were the event was being held, The Hyatt in Boston, MA. Each time I went to the room, I was stopped by another beautiful soul, and we connected. I went to the bathroom twice, each time I went I saw Teal, once in the hall, and once in the bathroom. I hugged her the first time in the hallway and told her how much my life has changed since Chicago, being on stage with her. She said, "good, I'm glad". I received a beautiful hug, she truly hugs you with so much love. Then, awhile later I saw Graciela in the bathroom, and wondered if Teal was with her, and sure enough, she appeared out of the stall, started washing her hands while I was washing mine, and I told her, "we have to stop meeting like this". I didn't want to intrude on her space again, since I just had a hug, and it was close to Workshop time, so I ran out the door, pissing my pants again!
After the Workshop Teal took pictures and signed books for us. She always takes her time, never rushing anyone along! I had the opportunity to get a picture with Irina, me new soul sister I met in Chicago. The picture is beautiful, Irina felt comfortable with her head right on Teal's chest, so in love! The appreciation and compassion we feel for Teal is so real, so true. I know I have been with her before in other lifetimes, I have visions of us running through a forest with white bark when were were around 12 years old! We were so happy, laughing, holding hands and running through the forest, with long flowing skirts! Teal made a comment to us, "I see you found each other, I am glad". That just comforted Irina's heart and mine, and we ran out of the room so excited, I started to scream, a quiet scream, and Irina followed suit! That feeling, that energy, was amazing. One of such joy, such love, feeling loved, feeling honored and blessed to have had that experience with Teal, and my new soul sister Irina!
After the Workshop everyone usually goes back to the house where some Tealer's were staying, but I did not go back this time. I have stayed in the houses the last two workshops, but since my son came with me this time, I got a hotel room. But, I was way to drained and exhausted, with severe neck and back pain, so I went straight to the room. I actually lit my candles, and place the crystals I brought around them, and thanked the Universe for all that just happened and meditated on that for awhile. It was awesome do that, to take the time for me to reflect on the special, magnificent day. Then I ran a hot bath, with essential oils and crystals, and went to bed.
Unfortunately I was up all night, with severe neck pain, and I just could not sleep. It's like I get this energy from Teal, and can't sleep afterwards, this has happened at each workshop for me. As soon as I got into bed, I felt someone I had just met, had an attachment to my chest, from my chest to her chest. The only reason I was aware of this is because Teal Swan just explained this in a video, how some people form attachments to others. It is not healthy because we do not need attachments to anyone, loving someone is not being "attached" to them. It's almost like to me, they cling to you, wanting your energy. Of course, they do not know this, they are not doing this intentionally, and I honestly don't know how they become "attached", it must be the way they look up to you, or feel so comfortable and loved, and they just put their claws in. I "feel" it now, and know how so many others have done this my entire life, but just did not recognize what it was. Now I know, I know what it "feels" like, I know what it is and I know how to cut their cords and detach. But, I want to know a way to prevent it all together. Do I need to protect myself more, and always remember to put the white iridescent light around me? I also ground myself all day when I think about it by digging the bottoms of my feet into the earth, and hooking them into the roots of Gaia, and pulling the energy straight into my body, out the top of my head, and focus on the light being all around me. I take sea salt baths all the time, and have a citrine wand I use all the time to help clear the energy. It seems as if I do a lot to help protect myself, but it still happens.
Even though I feel so drained and exhausted while in bed, I could not sleep! But, it didn't matter to me at all, I just had the opportunity to attend a workshop by my spiritual leader, Teal Swan! And I had the privilege of helping with the workshop as well and enjoy the company of such loving, amazing souls! I am blessed, I am filled with love and joy in my heart!
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