Sunday, July 13, 2014

Day 18 ~ Friday

I woke up to my oldest daughter being in an amazing mood this morning, when usually she is very quiet.  She told me she read the book I asked her to read, "Sara", and she loved it.  It's a book about the power of attraction, but written in a story form about a young girl, Sara.  It is one of the most powerful books I have read about the law of attraction, and a very easy light read.  I am thrilled my daughter finished it, it could change their life immensely for sure!  Sara meets an Owl, Soloman, and he teaches her the lessons about the power of attraction.  Simply splendid indeed.  We talked about how you would teach your two year old these lessons, and about teaching them about abundance.  And Teal just made a podcast with Sarbdeep about abundance and money, and explained how children of rich parents always felt the abundance, never a lack of, and that's why they manifest it so easy!  Her teachings are always in line with my life, and I thank her for that, I wonder if she's watching! Ha!  She said she would! She also made a good point about money and abundance, not to limit what you want to come through money, that is limiting the way abundance will come.  Someone can leave you a beautiful home on the lake, or a new Mercedes, who knows!  It doesn't always have to come from money.  This totally opened my eyes in manifesting,  I always focused on "financial abundance", not in all forms.  Now I am open to all outcomes of abundance, let it shine on me anyway it wants to!   
My daughter came home from work stressed out, and upset about work.  It is hard for us to change right away, that's why it is great to have others with us along the way, to help us to stay guided on our path.  I know I want to live in the "Chain of Joy".  I decided to go to the beach, it was a gorgeous day and I wanted to be outside in the sun and by the ocean!  When I got to the beach I got to talk to my new best friend from Chicago, who lives in Wisconsin.  She is going through so many changes like me, a shift in energies.  We have such amazing energy together, it's crazy.  We talked for a long time, and she is getting many messages about herself and her life journey from so many people, she is freakin out!  It is so awesome to have others to share this journey with, to enlightenment and oneness.  To see the light already within us, to push the darkness away by releasing the trauma, and integrating it within. 
The beach was relaxing, but hot, I kept my face under the umbrella.  I was happy all day, everyone I met was kind and friendly.  I was grateful today for so many things.  Grateful to not have to work and care for four small children anymore, ever.  Grateful to be able to hit the beach for the day.  Grateful for the changes I am making within myself, I feel such a different shift.  Grateful to be able to see Teal again in Boston, and help volunteer!  Grateful my son and his best friend is taking the road trip with me and will meet my Teal friends, I could go on and on it seems!! Yay
I did have a few breakdowns today in the car though.  I cried over childhood stuff I was remembering, how my mom use to cry sometimes, so sad it broke my heart.  And it made me scared, I never knew why she was crying.  It left me feeling so scared, and so afraid, not understanding why she would freak out, and no one was there to hold me, comfort me and tell me it was going to be okay.  I am glad past stuff keeps coming up like Teal said, to bring it on, so you can release those emotions, and integrate them.
Namaste

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